End

Ride me, ride me as you do

Rape me as you wish, as I wished

I’ll never get rid of you

You can change the ground beneath my feet

You can turn me colorblind

You infest my dreams with poison

You never want to but you always do

You’re always sorry and you always worry

But you won’t turn the music off

You dance and leave me passed out on the floor

You hang me on a tree

Then poke me with hidden looks

And you wait for me to feed your ego

I deliver, I oblige

I know no better, I can no better

Eternally trapped by a childhood twist

Life mocking my carved spirit

Reminding me now and again how

I’ll never get rid of you

10 years and 120 dreams

They won’t leave me alone

No matter how hard you punch

How deafening you ignore

And how much you adore.

I wish there was an end to us.