I shall
hear this silenceI shall
circle around the holes
I shall
step into the corners of pain
this pain unwelcome
and dry
ridiculous and desperate
ungrateful little pain
a trickster of its kind
a joker with no gun.
I shall
devour it, bury it
I shall
carry it
to where
birds don't fly
and hands don't touch
to where
souls don't sing
and eyes can't see
And it will
shape me mad, kick me dead
shove me right into where
faith is certain
lines are uncrossed
spirit is denied
and your name is unknown.